😭 ***I wanna CRY!!! Why the fuck are some of you like that?!..

😭 ***I wanna CRY!!! Why the fuck are some of you like that?!!*** 😔 Seriously what’s wrong with some of you?!! Sometimes I feel like deleting my stupid OF and never coming back!! This is how I feel right now! I don’t want to complain all the time but I swear sometimes it’s such a shit place here and some guys are such a fukin idiots!!! So I was on family celebration during the weekend. This guy asked me for custom and told me he wants it today, as it’s Sunday and he wants to enjoy his free day. I didn’t know when I will leave the celebration, but promised to deliver it latest 7pm my time. However, as everybody wanted to stay longer, they were sitting in the garden, eating ice cream and just enjoying the time together, I had to leave alone. Instead of enjoying the time with them I was stressing about this custom and decided to go home by train to be able to deliver it on time. I traveled 1,5 hours (instead of 25 minutes by car), came home and started getting ready. This guy was spamming me all the time asking me when the video will be delivered (it was 4 pm and I still had 3 hours!). The video was very intimate, with a lot of closeups of my spread pussy, fukin myself from very close. He tipped 121$ instead 120$, as the 1$+ meant “a good start”. Haha, now I have to laugh about this good start of this SCAMMER!! I delivered 12 minutes long video. He wasn’t able to load it as it was lagging, so I was resending it to him. **Overall, I spent hours working on this video, left my family celebration, traveled 1,5 hours and what I got? CHARGE BACK!** He reversed the payment after he told me this is one of the best custom videos he got?!!!! I swear I feel so unmotivated now. I feel so much hate. Sometimes I hate this job. And sometimes I hate my fans. I hope karma will take care of this guy, but it doesn’t change that it’s hard for me to overcome such situations. I prioritised him over my family and now I can’t regret more… I’m making this fundraiser in case you read until the end and you think I might deserve little tip for this idiot who took money from me I pretty much deserved. Thanks to him I’m far away from my monthly goal and feel so unmotivated to even be here. I don’t offer anything back, I just needed to share this and maybe see some little support to get some motivation back. If you want to support me, would be very grateful.