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Like me as a blonde? Sorry for all the polls but I like to better understand my subscriber base: Please check which racial category you most identify with. Yes, I did not include Jews as White because I want to specifically know how many of my subscribers are Jewish. 🌟 Making BG content today! What are your favorite positions to see on video and what is the ideal video length? What type of dialogue if any do you like to hear? How much raceplay would you like to see incorporated? 🔥 Tip if you want to see my face pushed into the mattress, being fucked relentlessly from behind. 😉 — On the formation of pathologies and Nabokov's Lo l i t a I was reflecting on the qualities I seek in people I date, and what those qualities produce in me. From my perspective, pathologies in adulthood stem from pre-mature emotions (this term is used in a broad sense and can indicate any form of internal expression) or something of that sort, that is left inconclusive or that have been abruptly cut off by an external factor out of one's control. The fact that it being out of their control, leads a person to feeling powerless or a victim in the face of an Other that is elusive, in nature; therefore because it came from a place that is undefinable, it is difficult to know to whom this emotion should be directed. That being said, these emotions do not simply disappear altogether after the source is suddenly cut short, but a form of sublimation occurs in which it is then redirected elsewhere. In Vladimir Nabokov's Lo l i t a, Humbert reminisces from his prison cell his childhood infatuation that was never truly resolved; it being inconclusive, led him to be consumed by an anxiety-ridden fantasy in which there was an incessant replay of the potential. He has, thus, internalized an image, and impressed permanence upon this transient image. This application of immortalizing an image dissolves any possibility of fulfillment or any form of satisfaction because the object in which this affection is directed will always be imperfect and lacking; this gap that separates Humbert from this love will remain insatiably empty. He can continue to try to fill this void with imitations or projections of this original emotion, but because he is partaking in an activity of enacting permanence on something that is temporal, it will always be embodied in some form which , too, is subject to decay. This type of sadness is best exemplified in William Blake's poem "The Angel" in which there is a pervading sense of guilt felt by he who has rejected the innocence of youth; Humbert transforms this loss into that of possession whereas Humbert's former love was viewed as something that was unjustly taken from him. It is through Lo l i t a, Humbert attempts to physically materialize this image and finally reclaim possession over that which has been stolen. In result, he is driven into an interminable cycle of madness in order to recreate an eternal form of perfection in a world in which it does not exist. Although, the girl named Dolores Haze will inevitably age, the power Nabokov allotted the imagination affirms Lo l i t a will eternally exist so long its memory is sustained by Humbert. It was from this perspective, that I started to reflect upon my own feelings about love. To start from the question of qualities and traits I seek in a partner and what those qualities produce in me, my first overt observation being that I tend to date older men which is not simply for the reason that I may have "daddy issues" but it causes me to re-enter that former state of innocence and naivety that I was f o r c e d to quickly grow out. In this attempt to retrieve and recover what was tragically taken from me, I divorced my self from the father figure by instead, indirectly dictating this role on those I date. Through each relationship, essentially I was constantly recreating a desired image of a father figure.