Sorry my health been bad and I think I have bad fuel pump. C..

Sorry my health been bad and I think I have bad fuel pump. Cry 😭 change battery, spark plug, fuel injector. Stressor of having a car that over 170,000 miles. She save my life and we through hardships. Bought her in 2020 with 47000 mileages. 2025 we going brokering strong together 😭😭😭. Going to many doctors in many states. Took me around the east coast trying to fix her when she was broke. 😭😭 very strong van. Having 24/7 charger saving my life with my phone and printing papers and laptop. Going to beaches, parks, zoo and seeing the whole east coast. Crying a lot in there and not knowing if life is worth living. Times where I never had a home. My car was my home, my freedom, my struggle and I didn’t want to stay there for over 2 years but I did painfully without much money without much food. My health slowly falling. Constant unnecessary stress from other people and their mental craziness. Protect me from people. People who attack me and cause stress. People who bother me because they have nothing better to do. You know how to damage a nerve damage girl who lost everything. This time there no damage mercy for all of you. Bad mouth me and causing unnecessary stress and pain. I visit a stranger just because my destination was on the way, my car have starter issues. Ignore it like a dummy. Ugh 😣 November I couldn’t talk or swallow as well because of strep throat and inflammation. Visit him because 5 cats 🐈 love cats and miss snowy. Went to shower but then I left stuff by accident that his brother notice. I be there around 11pm to shower and leave at 2 to sleep in my van. Amaze with city life and the crowded roads and places near each other. I saw the chubby grey cat he like me at first. The other 2 was shy and caution. I was happy. I heard a dog bark but he tell him to shut up every night so he can sleep. Didn’t know why the dog was trap upstairs. Why his bro was noisy. I planned to leave nov 7 to my destination for medical help. Then my car didn’t start after getting ice cream. I cry alot and triple aaa lied to me and lead me stranded because that evil bush n her kids lied about triple aaa policy. I wrote about her in my pain journal. Recorded incident and confrontation about her and her abusive son. Call him to help me. Before then his bro was angry n like who thus girl blah blah. Smh 🤦‍♀️ make a big deal. Complain about him to meet him there. Smh. 🤦‍♀️ it was weird they thought I was pretty and Vietnamese. Philadelphia. I ran back to the place I ran away to. Magically met people in 4 years to help me with my situation. It weird how I cry and ran away to see china town and have to come back there along the way. It was beautiful sky in November. Spend 2 weeks trapped with car not starting. Scared if I passed away. Be friend with his bro. Feel odd feeling about him. Then he process to help me and hold some issues with his brother about things. My car started again begin to write essays and stuff and spend time to find specialist to diagnose my nerve pain for legal issues. Bought air fryer, rice cooker and food to help them out. Bought the cats toys and foods. I love the kitties. Then seen the cats be trapped in basement. Was angry. 😠 then seen his mean side. Too when rejection hit him. It was scary, how ppl complain about his pitbull he lock the kitty up. I couldn’t play with the cat complain a lot about it. Dog bark 24/7 b cry a lot. Learn dog kill 2 cats. Was sad. Seen n heard dog bite bambam. She scream and hiss in pain like how snowy was bite in the leg by wild dogs. My friend process to discipline the big pitbull. Then look for her, she was in basement hiding. He pick her up. And give it to me I try to give her the heated blanket and check her for bites. I notice same thing with her and with snowy I can’t see their bite after they got bite. She was scared but went to kitchen and slept alone. I was worried . Feel like the dog would bite me too. Feeling. The next day she came to meow at me. I rub her neck and feel pain. Her tendon stuck out like white string. Was angry 😡. I wash her wounds with soap and water so it won’t get affected for 3 days. It got better. It happen in December. December 23 went to appointment. Suffocated my bad left arm. I couldn’t breathe slipped disc so bad to my nerve. Went back there to cry 😭 shouldn’t because they stresss me out too. Their personal life blah. The kitty make me happy. I sleep in basement with kitties and hated how his bro trap kitties in the cold and lead his dog downstairs on purpose. Sigh 😔 8 hours no food or water 💧 or more. I ran upstairs and shower. 🧼 and went down stairs. I feel down stair in angry because of my pms. Then I fell down not feeling my body it was odd due to my nerve pain too. Try to walk down but I landed on top my right leg hard thumps. It was weird. I limp out and cry. Emotional about everything. The next day I couldn’t walk. Both of legs was aching. January I went to er they didn’t give me a wheel chair I cry alot in pain. They make a boot then heavy and did illegal stuff against me. I cry a lot because I didn’t have a wheelchair and can’t walk. It was discrimination sigh 😔. Wait one month to heal. February I think it got worse. Catfight a lot over stupid crap. Gamble their $$ like crazy. Tf. I heal slowly I still in pain asf! Cry 😭. Write complaint and essay. Kick out during dead car and snow due to their $$$ issues. Was upset asf.. march which is now. His bro got mad at him, then yell at me to get out. I froze and was scared. Felt the abuse. Little by little. He brought his pitbull over near me. His pitbull sniff me and lick my whole mouth and I was disgusted. He say the same thing that abusive witch who trapped me 10 month about her f up son. Oh my pitbull want to show her love. Love meaning harassing and bother me when I keep my space n ill. Fixing my car little by little again. Replace part one by one sigh 😔 this week got tired of cat being trap on purpose and his pitbull trying to attack cats like he big and a bully. I was sad 😔 he was angry that I play with kitty. Kitty all love me even Ralph get jealous. Ralph the chubby cat will hiss at every cat who come to me he so jelly but he bipolar and scratch me when I pet him. Smh 🤦‍♀️ he go back n forth like every Human I meet. Sad 😢 I left my stuff near a friend house in nc n it all gone I was going get it back. Sigh 😔 I feel like they threw it away. I cry alot. 🥺 when the witch trapped me n I was free. Even though my car has issues. Anyways his bro used his pitbull as some type of abusive power. It been terrible remind me of that fat witch and her f up Son. Every trauma equal to call 911 and crying. His bro lock us out due to they’re stupid $$ sharing account issues bs. They won’t grow up and save money to live a better life. Tf. Cry 😭 car issues could beeen warranty free but damn evil companies n family in nc Ruin my whole life . I could never have a baby or a family 😔. Killll me alot. What the point of having friends if they drain me and delay my medical journey. They do help some but it cause unnecessary trauma and hatred. Wish it turn out different. I wish I could of have power to be born in different place like cat heaven. Being alive was hell. Yeah venting keeping documentations.