My therapist from 2019. She was the first to told me she wen..

My therapist from 2019. She was the first to told me she went to Thailand or Laos 20 years ago to teach Hmong women about saying no to white men. She told them to say no to them because they make promises to help them go to America for free education, job and wealth. In reality it was human trafficking. Taking advantage of poor women in poverty. I realized how privileged I was meaning that I do have some sort of freedom and rights to live in America. My Hmong kinds are struggling so badly in a place that treat them bad. I thought about how beautiful the jewelry and clothes they make. How handmade with their handwork. Maybe one day they can sell it online to many people all over the world as an income. I thought when I was little how beautiful Hmong clothes were and how cool the jewelry is. I thought how fancy my uncles wore the vest and pants. The women shouldn’t relay on no man or arrange marriage and be able to be independent. The Hmong clothes my grandma had me wear was pretty even my classmate was amaze how my outfit was when I show them in 7th grade. I’m was like hmm 🤨 really they think it pretty. lol 😆. Now my friend was like my Hmong cultures the only Asian who does fancy hat, jewelry and belt. It all means freedom from communism I didn’t know what it meant until someone point it out.



She proceeded to tell me that my story is a cycle of abuse, from school, home and work. I realize to break that cycle is to stand up and fight for myself. To make a change to make someone care about my story. To share evidence of medical gaslighting and abuse gaslighting. To painfully make a law to not let the working class people die to the rich. I hate this system so much. Many people work hard to provide and to survival. To used them up until they reach their physical limit is awful.
Being disable is awful. Not helping them
And let them suffered in vain. What type of capitalism is that. Violation of their constitutional right. I been fighting for my life. To graduate high school earlier, to get a job, to drive, to get a car, to get a career that was very crappy, “healthcare”, to get a house “780” credit score that die in vain. To get justice meaning to never let anyone get away from harming and bullying. It funny how when someone harm me and made me quit at that company. The supervisor believe he was this amazing guy when many people didn’t like him for being rude, grumpy and disrespectful. He have the audacity to get a gun to end it. You can choose to do better despite having a bad childhood or adulthood. He got his finger cut off. Hmm 🤔 it funny how she let people get away with things constantly who sleep around or ruin a marriage of 25 years. People like Chia who stabbed me in the back where I have this stabbing pain. They both cause this unnecessary stress from favoritism and doing illegal things. Very funny how I was in critical pain chia proceeded to say don’t sue the company or steal from them disability. She let a homewrecker who got Pregnant to 60 years old get disability, or multiple people like a guy with gout who leave from
Work constantly. Female who leave from work 10 minute in and out. My new supervisor protect me and the human resource from the main plant. It funny how 2 strangers seen how hard I work help me out when the first two took advantage. They both believe in me and should have give flower to them two instead. Those rainbow 🌈 save my life. I thought many times to let my illness take over meaning stop taking medication, stop changing insurance constantly due to stalking, stop finding multiple doctors for help or send evidence to court people or whoever. God has a plan for me. I need to make a change or law to save millions of people from work injuries, insurance denial, medical malpractice, government corruption, companies violation of labor law, personal injury denial from
Health insurance or work comp insurance, disability denial, social security denial, I learn the saddest truth in America. If you’re a doctor or health care provider that cause medical malpractice on you. The government protect them. Not you in the state that happen. Lawyers are against the government. Meaning workercomp
against the state. Medical malpractice against the healthcare provider who make money from the health insurance for the government. It was very painful to dealt the betrayal of many people and being take advantage of 10 month with a lazy fat witch who
Refuses to give her abusive son medical health and to get a side job to hustle. I never want to experience that bs but I did recently. I have to save the girls from them. They need to be safe and pray snowy and the kitty are okay. They have neighborhood of cats lover, he the most sweetest cat ever letting the kitty eat food. Super kind and funny. I didn’t save my cousin from their trauma but I could help the girls later on. No one save me from my mom & brother. She do evil things when my dad wasn’t home. It was awful the Asian people at school or church act like her wish bad things upon me or insult me. Dray was a cycle of my mother, insult me if I try to cook, laugh and mock at my boob, used me for things like money and such, keep me around for bs. The f up part is I was alone and then cry to my dad to help
Me with my car. He saw the rainbow too. It funny how people see rainbow with me or when they talk to me they see it later on. I want you to know if you’re struggling with depression anxiety and abuse. That you should pray for God and tell him you’re issues. Do good things in return and be kind to others and to
Yourself. You can’t just sit there and do nothing, you have to search and work for your happiness. No one gonna appear and give it to you. If you’re struggling search it up on google, computer to solve it like courage the cowardly dog did. He experienced some crazy shhhit but solve his issues with learning what’s to do by his computer like me and my car issues I YouTube it and get people to help me without paying over $500 for it and just pay $100 for it and return the tools right away to get my money back. Learning that triple aaa really save you multiple times from towing and key lock out or battery/starter issues. $55-100$ a year. That those cataclean for $25 really help clean out your car code. Having a 2019 dodge caravan really save my life no constantly break down. Very reliable vehicle like everyone told me. Just changing out the battery, spark plugs, coolant temp sensor and temperature and oil change. It all let me know on my dashboard the codes and when it need oils change or low tire pressure. I get low tire pressure on the right side due to me sleeping there. So I buy a air tire pump that hook up to my cigerette lighter to pump air up to 49 because I have junk in my car like clothes, water, food, portable toilet, portable electronic charger, blankets, toilet paper, tide pods, shampoo, portable wash bin, big wooden board. So forth. Buy car insurance only liability for $55 instead of full coverage only do it later.