I was forccc3 to go to this preppy school call Patton High S..

I was forccc3 to go to this preppy school call Patton High School. It was awful because no one cared if I was sad, depressed there. Self harm was greater and my brother was kick out of there due to having emo hair and stuff. My lawyer aunt pressure the principal and so forth to have him in school due to racism discrimination. No one was his friend. He act weird because of my mother. She put the ideal in his head to not talk to anyone about this family and to stay quiet and be a good boy. That for me I’m a big mouth and don’t listen. She was the biggest b!tvh/ bully in my life and the people with money act like her. This time I refused to give up and let everyone get away with harming me. He was evil he hurrt me. Meaning he hit me with big hammer, stick, rub my booty, drag me around leaving a red mark on my neck. Some white people in wjms bullied him. Put him trashcan, call him poor, and knock him down the hill. He was a stupid cry baby. (Puusssy). Very evil and do things to me not to his bullies. He was the only one to ask forgiveness. Meaning he sorry. He sorry for harming me. While others keep tormenting me. The worst years in my life was 6th grade, 12th grade 2020-now. I realize my mother was very self centered and Abbusive. Many people are happy I didn’t turn out like her. Ran away from high school to married a thug. Then get pregnant at 18 living off of his family. Claiming that his family was evil toward her so she ran away from Cali and go to Nc where my grandparents finally settle there like forever. Learn to not make the same mistakes like her. Not to get pregnant in high school. Make a dream to get a career. To move out and be stable. Healthcare I did nursing school. I hate it because people can be so cruel and lazy in healthcare. There was nurses who didn’t care about the patient and just there for the money. They just document and hand out medicine. Cna do the dirty work wipe the booty and help them physical intense. It made me depressed how judgmental and mean people are in healthcare make fun of my size and who I am and don’t take me seriously all that hard work was wasted. I was the youngest in my class. 18 in nursing program while everyone was older. I thought about van life during that year but I was scared. Scared that my car would break down and so forth. 2020 no one told me good credit can get you almost everything. I took out a loan on 2019 dodge caravan. Realized I did choose the right car except for the window on the roof. I need that for fan or look at the star at night. I saw this girl did it on YouTube she say she did it because she barely sleep in the apartment and just shower. She spend most of her time working a lot. She waste 1k on a place where she barely enjoy it so she bought old ass van. I have no regret in van life. It save my life and get medication from other states due to medical malpractice. My only regret was being to kind to the people at work. I give birthday gifts to them. In the end they cause my injuries. I can’t believe at my lowest they try so hard to used me for things still or make vile comments about me. I have to live even though I don’t want to. Because many people die everything from medical malpractice, work injuries, injuries from big companies, government and so forth. It cruel to realize how capitalism is the most problem all over the world.