I remember I was so depressed and overwhelm about everything..
Added 2025-06-10 05:22:10 +0000 UTCI remember I was so depressed and overwhelm about everything but I remember how my friends and baby cousin would be sad or cry when I’m suffering. They didn’t like my family or other people harming me. They know how much it was a struggle to move out back then. They still don’t like them until this day. Why would you forceee someone to work when they’re in so much pain. Like I can’t even write a long diary entry because I get bruises from the inflammatory pain, it easier to just touch screen it all. They were mean and inhuman and cause a lot of inflammation which was nerve pain inflamed. The people who took advantage of my car issues or sexual assaulttt me wasn’t fun at all. Sigh 😔 when you do have money you do whatever you want to make someone life hard and try to control them. Very inhumane. It not just for me it for other people I care for. The ones who cry every day about being hit or suffered by terrible family. I don’t like witnesss abuseee I feel helpless to save them too. This time I hope it be different especially hurting the kitties. 😭😭😭 I never understand why people like to harm someone who smaller than them or their own childd. No I not sexually active sorry; I really want to find someone who patient , kind and smart. To married and to not goes against me when shitty assss pppl harm me. Personality wise. I don’t do oneee night stands or sleep for moneyy ewww. I do regret dating a nerdy ugly person who enable the abuse from my mother because of her fake appearance. They look at him as harmlesss but when it came to my nice kind friends they get angry because they know they protect me. They were upset that my brother harrmmm me. Nope I’m not horny 24/7 or having sexual partners. Soooo much trauma and depression. Focus on escaping but the physical and mental aspect of it was too late. Everyone done enough harm and this time no more.
